I hate my afternoon. I was put under the spotlight. Too hot. Too tense. I hate the person that caused this. I hate to defend myself for nothing. I hated it, really. The pressure is mounting. It suffocates me. It should stop. I hated the fact that I am in a pit. No way out. Its choking me.
This person has caused me so much grief. So much anxiety. I am learning to hate...really HATE. And I hate feeling this way. Im not this kind of person. I am NOT!
I hate writing this blog, I really do. But i have to let it out. Spit it out. I cant contain my hatred. I am losing my patience.
I need to unwind. Relax. Think Happy Thoughts, like Peter Pan. I need an antidote to my hatred...its toxic, its scary.
Give me a BREAK!
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