Mixed Lyrics, Mixed Emotions

I am unwritten, can't read my mind,
I'm undefined I'm just beginning,
the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it

There's nothing good about goodbye
Just say goodbye

If I cut you down to a thing I can use,
I fear there will be nothing good left of you.

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my life?

I know you feel helpless now and
I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on

I'm alive but I'm alone,
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

Today is where my book begins
The rest is still unwritten