This is IT!

I'm restless
I can hear my heart beating so fast...lub...dub..dub...dub...
Headaches are not going away anytime sooner...just getting worse..
The day is half-over....but things are half-done
Am I going through?

Yesterday was not good, what about today?
Plans are all set, but will it not go aground?
The plane is landing and going, will I see a familiar shadow?
Today is crucial, tomorrow is on trial...
Will my emotions explode from the vial?

How will I face tomorrow?
If it cant be seen from here?
Will I rise above it?
Will I face it flat on the floor?
How do I know?

Life is full of surprises
Sometimes it isn't pleasant, but sometimes it makes you gape in awe!
Will I have the latter and not the former?
Which is which?
Oh enough, I just have to brace myself and face it...
This is IT!